::M&M 4eva!::

2005-03-25T19:06:00.000-08:00

happy birthday mum.. actually i should have typed this yesterday but i was busy chatting and playing gb!! yay finally get to play gb after for sooo long.. i played with agnes's brother for a few rounds.. omg... he is sooo keng whoever he is.. because agnes got three brothers and the two of them are twins so i am not sure which one.. wah his ranking is 8000 + which is reallly really good... wow... i missed the easter egg avatar.. shit... cuz i came late.. bloody hell.. hehe...then her bro suddenly go offline liddet then i turned out playingt with some asshole who is lc liddet... he was like challenging me... i was leading by 7-1 u noe then he catched up until it became 9-8 ... wah i so damn geram that time.... luckily i won 10-8... haihz.. i was exhausted.....muahahaha!! serve u right....ur ranking higher than me oso i beat u... muahaha... noler.. luck oni ler... gb rulz!!!

2005-03-24T19:05:00.000-08:00

happy easter everyone!! for me, holiday had just started... hehe.. actually i am supposed to go to school today but then i skipped it and janet, esther, melissa and i went to the garden city shopping mall and watched a movie.. and no i did not sneak out this time... i went out with friends legally!! yes, you did not read that wrongly.. my parents did let me out.. i was shocked too!! yay!! finally!! muahahaha... i had to go to my sis's school at first and watch some lousy parade which was booooring... then i went to meet with them at the bus stop near garden city... we were stuck between watching the ring 2, miss congeniality 2, and hitch but we finally decided on the ring 2... hehe..we went walking around b4 the movie starts... i decided to get my mum something for her birthday 2moro ... we went to diva and browsed around.. and i bought a necklace with her inital on it... melissa got a ring and janet got the same thing as me because her name starts with J too....
then i bought a really cheap Piping Hot bag for 10 because it was the shop's clearance sale or something.. we mucked around in Toys R Us. Got a milkshake in Donut King... we did not get a donut which is kinda silly.. but whatever..... then we watched the movie... it was boring at first but it got scarier... it was definitely better than the first one.... but still not as scary as Ju-On!! Esther actually screamed out loud in one part... after that we mucked around some more.. and then we went back.. that is about it.. i gave my mum my present even though it was a lil bit early and she seemed happy about it since i never got her anything b4... see what a bad son i am?? hehe...
omg.. something stinks in the house.. maybe it is my sis...

2005-03-22T19:04:00.001-08:00

This is a true story that happened in Japan. In order to renovate the house, someone in Japan tear open the wall. Japanese houses normally have a hollow space between the wooden walls. When tearing down the walls, he found that there was a lizard stuck there because a nail from outside hammered into one of its feet. He sees this, feels pity, and at the same time curious, as when he checked the nail, it was nailed 10 years ago when the house was first built. What happened? The lizard has survived in such position for 10 years!?!?! In a dark wall partition for 10 years without moving, it is impossible and mind boggling. Then he wondered how this lizard survived for 10 years without moving a single step--since its foot was nailed! So he stopped his work and observed the lizard, what it has been doing, and what and how it has been eating. Later, not knowing from where it came, appears another lizard, with food in its mouth. AHHH! He was stunned and touched deeply. For the lizard that was stuck by nail, another lizard has been feeding it for the past 10 years...*sob* Such a love, such a beautiful love! Such love happened even with this tiny creature ... What can love do? It can do wonders!!! Love can do miracles!!! Imagine ... it has been doing that untiringly for a 10 long years, without giving up hope on its partner. Imagine what a small creature can do that a creature blessed with a brilliant mind can't. I was touched when I heard this story ... and started wondering about relationships ... between family members, friends, lovers, brothers, sisters. As information and communication technology advances, our access to information become faster and faster. But the distance between human beings ... is it getting closer as well? NEVER ABANDON YOUR LOVED ONES. Share this story with everybody who has touched your life and let this story make you grow and understand and feel more about your life. Share it with everybody! May everybody be loved ... a quote from Cae Hiew Love makes your heart young again and magically erases all your wrinkles. So, start loving!

2005-03-22T19:04:00.000-08:00

i went to school with my new hair colour thingy yesterday. haha.. melissa saw me first then esther who went oh my god.. haha.. then melissa started saying how she wanted to dye her hair too and esther said it looked nice.. yeah right.. as if ler... then agnes just stared.. haha then vi went whoa.. and i forgot what deanna said.... haha...the other melissa looked at me and said it was nice.. and then emilie din realize i dyed my hair until today.. hahaha... and erm.. break time.. jennifer saw them and said the colour was cool.. and then janet went: holy shit! then started saying what kinds of stuff then she suddenly grab my cheeks and said she is proud of me.. i was like.. huh?? haha..deepika din say anything being the usual mytery she is... wendy said: nice hair so did alison, nadia and giring...though i do not believe them... thanh, amber, selma and elaine just asked: "you coloured your hair?"and balqees din say anything she just stared too.. haha... but i bet she thought it was weird.. muahaha.. and then jessica said it was nice.. haha as if...and tina said it looked cool... and allen who came today just said: "your hair!" hahaha.. and then kim nudged me from behind and asked if i dyed my hair.. seriously.. this people who ask this question.. of course i did! i mean it is obvious right! so that's about how they responded to my hair... hehe.. okies...
had PE today... had to walk around the school compound.. damn tiring.. i had no idea the school was that big! chinese we did nothing much but mr chen being weird as usual asked kim to go outside and start talking in sign language.. what does that have to do with anything? charmaine and anna jang has gone to the music camp.. muahaha.. they haven't seen my hair yet.. hehe..maths was boring as usual.. i thought of wagging so i headed to the tuck shop. but this jennifer pulled me back so i ended up holding on to a pole shouting: I don't wanna go to Maths!! and jennifer pulling my bag to class...i gave up and let her drag me to the awful awful class.. it was 70 minutes summore!! goodness.. then tina started listing out a list of unfamiliar names of teachers and said i am turned on my them.. and she said i was a weird ass!!
science class was empty.. alot of people were away... we didn't do much... i ended up being pinched by david just because i got an A... wtf?? hahaha....it was easy ler.. so no surprises there.. had barbecue just now... my dad was angry with me because i came down late for dinner.. sheesh... it is not my fault.. i wanted to shower mah..not like i wanna do purposely liddet... sheesh...

2005-03-19T19:03:00.000-08:00

jia min just declared this happy sut nin day .. HAPPY SUT NIN DAY EVERYONE!!! WEEE!!! for those who don't know him he is my totally cool godbro.. but i found out that he is gay because he likes robbie william.. i mean come on... what the hell??

2005-03-19T19:02:00.000-08:00

okies.. my grandma is here.. hehe i miss her so much.....anyway, my science.. oh my gooshers.. i can't actually believe i got 90% for part A and 95% for part B. When the teacher said 90 i was like... you mean 19%? haha then she was like no... nine and a zero... omg i was like... :whoa.. haha
i watched the jay chou concert vcd liao.. and man he was so cool!! especially those last parts where all my fave song came out.. it was so cool with the firework and stuff.. i felt like i was there myself cuz i was singing and singing.. aiyoh but it would be so much better if i was there myself... but i m happy anyway!! he did a great peformance muahaha.. but the part where all the weird orang Iban ppl circled Jay on the stage was weird... hmm haha.. but it was cool nevertheless.. jay i love you forever and ever no matter what!! thanks alot khek mong for the cd!! i appreciate it alot!! thank u so much muacks and i miss you so much.. good luck in ur tournie even though 99.9% i noe u will win it... it is in the bag man!! muahaha.. hehe.. i so lanci de...
jay you rock my world..... faster come back khek mong!!! jia min rocks... hahaha.. aiyoh why m i saying this?

muahahahaha.... hello to you normal coloured hair people!!! i just highlited my hair!! muahahahahah muahahahaha muahahahahah!!!!

2005-03-17T19:01:00.000-08:00

oo turns out i am blogging after all.. muehehe.. you will never guess what happened yesterday.. this jennifer pulled my pants down.. i mean not completely pull down but halfway! haha.. aiyoh.. i was so shocked that she would so something like that... at least that is something new... hehe. i have done my science test.. it wasn't so bad.... anyway my grandma just arrived... soon, my uncle and aunty oso coming...wah my house is going to be so crowded... more work for me to do.. haihz.. anyway i very lazy to blog liao.. haha. erm.. buh bye...

2005-03-14T19:00:00.000-08:00

i think i m not going to update this for like let me see...3 weeks? cuz i m banned from the com i think...

Shit guys.. I am not going to go online for a really long time… shit… mainly because of the high internet bills… dumb… oh and I have an extra important message for khek mong.. please please do not ever call me again… I don’t care if u ask other ppl to talk to the phone first I just dun want him to call… bcuz I can’t use msn messenger I have to tell u by this.. so please remember DO NOT ever call me not even once and I m sorry I can’t go online for a long time… I am so sorry… and somehow my mum thinks it is you that have been calling all along so please please I beg you do not call me!! I am so sorry… I don’t know how she found out don’t ask me.. but please don’t!! okies.. I think I have made my point… okies… for safety measures… those who read this pls tell him exactly what I said…. Jia min if u r reading please tell him… Elizabeth if u r reading pls tell him… anyone reading pls tell him!! It is an emergency.. oh my parents are so gonna kill me.. whatever you do don’t call me… even if you ask someone else to use it first… my mum knows!!! Arrggh… I don’t wanna repeat and repeat anyway g2g now…

2005-03-13T18:59:00.000-08:00

I have decided to be a vegetarian today.. yes a Vegetarian. I am doing something decent for once and supporting Kelab Orang Sayur. You should do the same by being a vegetarian for at least once a week. You could save at least an innocent chicken or fish. I tell you, man it was hard work. I had to eat nothing a but bowl of broccoli for dinner and nothing but corn for lunch. I had to resist the temptation of eating spaghetti which happened to be the menu for today's dinner and which also happened to be my FAVOURITE dish! Talking about temptation.. *sighs* I am pretty sure I will end up rolling on my bed the whole night tahaning my hunger.. My dad is coming back 2moro!! Yay!!! I can get my earphones back so I can listen to more of Jay Chou on my disc-man! *whoops for joy*
And 2moro is supposed to be the day I am going to get my Maths result back. Aiks. I don't wanna know! I am pretty sure it isn't an A I am 100% sure. If I really got A I am going to be a vegetarian for the rest of my life. Muehehehe. Okies.. I have a bad cramp in the neck. Aiyoh so pain ler right now. Shit. I can't move my head to the right. *groans in pain*

just came back from church.. i updated my apunene blog.. the story thingy.. it turned out really... well.. weird...whatever. hair is also very weird today... erm anyway here is that apunene blog... http://xanga.com/apunene/ .. too tired and uncomfy to post... haihz... burh bye

2005-03-12T18:59:00.000-08:00

i am itching .. no not that itching but i am itching to blog more... i must type!! i must type or die itching! arrgggh.. i am becoming more and more like a blogging maniac nowadays.... i just realized i missed the green day concert last week? how stupid am i to not know that GREEN DAY came to australia? and i missed it... how typical.. felt like crying for realizing it.. i mean first it was the LP concert, then the Jay concert which was a huge bummer.. dun wanna be reminded of it... and now this.. *pulls hair* i have to sort out this issue here... i have to listen to the radio more often! there was once when ginny said in her blog that she had jay ticket and her father actually yum cha-ed with jay himself or something like that made me hyperventilate when i read it.. i was gasping so hard and my heart beated like crazy... omg...
i am supposed to sort out my Sose project problem but everytime i went online at school I my concentration wandered off to Jay and soon I was caught browsing news about Jay on his forum website... hehe.. obsessed... and jia min said i became more girly.. eh? is that true??just because i read princess diaries doesn't mean i am girly... have u ever heard of the phrase: don't judge a book by it's cover? well my version now is don't judge the reader by the book!! or whatever.. i noe it sounds retarded who gives a damn! haha.. reading books like that shows the sensitive side of me... muahaha. whatever... reasons reasons...
ah well... there has to be changes in me... hmm.. but i dun wanna be transformed to a total girly girl girl.. *shudders* ewww... no... arrgggghhhh!! i am so confused... who am I?? am I who? who I am? I who am?? who are you?? arrgggh.. i am going crazy!!
these days i have actually cared about what people think about me... this is a result of self consciousness.. fuck you australia.. see what you've done to me? if it is not for all these racism issues i would have strutted around with a girrafe on my head and not give a damn about what u think just because i am an asian or whatever! *spits at the ground* oh i am tired.. oh so tired...this is not me!! i have changed into someone i din wanna be!! and this is a result of coming to this foreign country.. what am i doing here anyway? i was with u ppl just 3 months ago and suddenly i am here!! it is hard to believe isn't it? things have changed so much just like that *snaps finger*
i never cared of what u ppl though until i came here and start watching what i say or do.. it is not me... i din wanna be like this.. i can't pretend to be someone i am not... this pretending work is tiring... pretending to be interested in magazines.. pretending to be interested about cheesy soap operas which i don't even watch... i wanna watch fear factor for god's sake not OC or some shit like that... pretending to be interested in celebrities and pretending to be interested in other ppl's hair like i have nothing better to do than go.. : ooh i like ur hair! blah blah blah... sheesh.. tired...exhausted.. drained... kadush...pretending that i am all innocent and don't swear.. fuck! what is wrong with them? what is wrong with swearing ? ppl do them... where r u ppl from? this is the modern age for christ sake.. no one is going to jail u if u utter a simple word... c'mon.. GET A FARKING LIFE!! even when i said freaking they said I was swearing *smacks head* sheesh... seriously....
with only 1 hour access to the computer i can't even play gunbound.. after so susah payah download.. after so susah payah play until my ranking improved a notch... after so susah payah then my mum gave me a stinking curfew... parental abuse!! and speaking of it.. i am talking about all of us...and that means you too jia min.. just because they born us doesn't mean they have the right to shove us around like dirt... or slap us or do physical harm to us...:responsibilities, magdelene" don't talk to me about bloody responsibilities when you don't cook three meals a day..
anyway i must stop blogging it is late and i am worried that my mum will start scolding me

i didn't blog for let me see...how many days? arggh dun care anyway.. had so much stuff to do... like the stupid SOSE project for example.. had to spend hours in the Sunny Bank Hills library pouring over notes of Immigrants in Australia.. I am doing chinese immigrants of course and my did I found out some info... When the Chinese first came to Australia during the gold rushes, Europeans had this anti-Chinese feeling that they went on a riot and attacked the Chinese camps which contained 1000-3000 chinese. Several were killed and no less than seven riots followed after the incident where camps and tents were burnt and destroyed... wow.. they really do despise us...
had chinese test again today... omg.. i studied last minute and I got 98.. so fake.. but it is just memorizing ... then the chinese test i had in school, I got A+ but I couldn't be bothered with it.. it was easy anyway so alot of them also got A+... no biggie... either than that nothing much happened just that I hurt my sister really badly just now I felt guilty... she was pestering so much about switching the channels I kicked her leg but I spraigned(is that how u spell it? *shurgs*) her finger in the process... she cried like hell.. omg... poor thing.. i felt so so guilty.. and that's not the first time.. the last time, i forgot why i got so mad at her but I threw the Artemis Fowl book at her and hit her in the forehead.... she cried like hell cuz the sharp corner of the book hit her and causing her head to bleed.. well not bleed like so much but like a scratch.. omg... putting it like this makes me look like a cruel and demented sister but i didn't mean it! I wanted to the book to hit her flat on its flat side and bounce of harmlessly... i didn't want it to hit her by the edge...
i am such a bad sister -aherm- brother....Trade Secret had a big clearance sale today... it was super cheap.. like u can get a blouse for $2.50!! *gasps* talking about cheap clothings... hehe.. so we got like alot of stuff including singlets which I plan to wear instead of bra because my bras tend to make my chest stick out alot which is not really nice... erm what m i toking about?
aherm.. *coughs* the reason i wear singlet is because every guy wears singlet underneath their clothes... haha.. yeah.. *grins nervously* I spent all afternoon after that reading the princess diaries... I mean how gay is that?? I bet you wouldn't find any guy reading the princess diaries... well it wasn't that bad since i swore i would never read the book.. but i was like what the hell? and got it out from the shelve of the youth section of the library.. anyway... i pretty freaked out right now... i dunno why... hmm.. anyway i miss all of u alot... how i wish i could see him... i miss him so much...

2005-03-09T04:31:00.000-08:00

maths test was done!!! oh god... it was BAD!! and i couldn't concentrate too because i came to school with a full bladder so i was struggling.. i i zoomed to the toilet right after the test... haha..
it was boring today... surprisingly i got A for section B... cacat punya..
but i am sure maths won't be that good... i will fail definitely... i tied my hair differently today.. cuz esther, janet, melissa and i planned to tie our hair in two ponytails today.. esther looked soooo cute!!! haha.. but janet lost her other hairtie so she couldn't tie it...
and u noe what? this group of girls said that we were stealing their hairstyle or something... omg... they were like :hey look, it is lien's hair.." it is like that hair belongs to them and we can't use it.. like they got trademark on it or something.. i don't even noe they use that hairstyle!! sheesh.. goodness....
i mean... god damn biatches... sheesh... irritating right??

2005-03-08T04:30:00.001-08:00

i love you and i still do... muacks...

2005-03-08T04:30:00.000-08:00

arrggh maths exam 2moro.. sure fail sure fail..it is damn hard and i dun get a singlr bloody farking thing.. *scratches head*
aiyoh.. there was this wasp in the class and everyone was screaming their head off and waving books in the air... i was caught between the act of laughing and screaming haha... the wasp then stuck to the door and allen acted all brave and smacked it with his maths text book but the wasp came out from the corner and allen screamed like a girl and ran to the other side of the room. he was like: it scared me, sir!" hahaha.. i was like laughing like shit the whole time.. mr vis was being such a jerk.. he scolded us from creating havoc like that... aiyoh.. then this allen was like: come on there was a freaking wasp.. then mr vis said: SILENCE! One more interruption from you and I will send you to Mr Brown." If it was me I would shut up but this Allen had to go: " Who is that?" Hahaha.. aiyoh i kenot stop laughing that time...

2005-03-07T04:28:00.000-08:00

okies... today was really freaky... really shocking.. first of all.... i got A for my lousy english essay assignment which belongs to the bin... then teacher marked my book and said i did a beautiful work.. seriously... my handwriting is like.. omg... how could he say that?? something is wrong with him... those who noes how my handwriting should noe how abnormal this seems... then i got A for the first part in History.. which is another shock... but i am sure my Part B will not be that good...
and i am so positive i am going to fail my maths test...
and.... my mum says she is jealous cuz so many of my friends call when little she does she noe that the oni one who called me all along is Mong..
seriously... no one else bothered to call me not even those close to me... so conclusion is... my mum does not have to be so jealous...

2005-03-04T04:28:00.000-08:00

i had the history test today... not as bad as i thought but still bad enough for me to get a big fat D-. it is the weekends! but then as u noe, I am not as enthusiastic as all of you... i still have to go to chinese school tomorrow and i have to face mountains of maths homework.. and i still haven't started revising for the maths test.. i am soooo going to flunk horribly...*groans* to make matters worse, my mum is gonna ban me from the com for like forever if i don't do well in my history test and not going well means getting B...
i am in deep shit.. and i have no idea how to do my social studies assignment.. seriously.. how am i supposed to know why chinese immigrants came to australia! and reading articles about resentment towards chinese makes me feel even worse... racism... i have never bothered about it but now i do ever since i set foot in this place... I know some of the australians here are okay with us but majority blames us asian immigrants for making the road jammed up every morning and making the prices in stuff in super markets rise in alarming rates... majority despise us for making their place dirtier... majority look down upon us and treat us like we are intruders or invaders and look at us as if we are merely low class freckle-free people. majority just despise us because we are despisable... and with that stereotypes occurs... i was walking out the house one time and some boy came and said" ni hau". stereotypes...
just because i am chinese they had to go and say ni hau. It doesn't mean that I am chinese then you are suppose to speak to me in chinese... I don't even know chinese. And some guy names Boris or something in English class said : Excuse me, Asians..." or something like that. *sighs* Wuteva... Ah well, I can't blame them. If I were Australians and the reason why I always find the road jammed up because of these "pesky immigrants" I would be mad at them too. But it is just that, I think I wouldn't have to cope with this racism thing if I weren't here in the first place.
Racism is such a stupid thing.. Why are we divided into races in the first place?? Why can't we just all be one race so discrimination will never exist? Why make life so difficult and make our skin colours different? Life is never unfair. Compare a famous and rich person... someone beautiful slim and smart and all that.. that person couldn't be 100% perfect of course but I bet this person would never ever trade places with ugly and dirty beggars on the road wasting their life away... life is so unfair... what have this person done to be in this state... sighz... you just have to admit that life just isn't fair... i am not complaining.. i am content with the life i am leading but life just isn't fair...
here i am getting carried away... but i just can't help but wonder...

2005-03-03T04:27:00.000-08:00

i sooo want to watch notebook! it is like a romance movie which is like really popular now.. i want to watch it.. i think it is super nice and romantic not like other soppy romance movies..

That is like the girl from Mean Girls...i like the kissing in the rain part... hahaha..there are some sex scenes too i guess.. hehe.. *winks*

2005-03-03T04:26:00.000-08:00

help!! i am officially obsessed with icons and htmls and layouts and scripts and all that!! haha... aiyoh.. obsession... aiks... anywayz.. erm... nothing much happened today... oh my goodness history test is 2moro! *gasps* and here i am browsing stuff.. hehe.. the back of my head hurts again... maths test next week!! science and chinese test next next week! and i found out something about agnes.. it was shocking... ah well, but i am keeping it to myself.. till then.. love you guys so much!! i miss khek mong soo much..haha.. i was talking to agnes about khek mong and how keng he was... then she was like: 'wah!!' hahaha... what to do he so keng eh.. hehe... too bad i suck...
anywayz.. i miss u soo much!!

2005-03-02T04:26:00.000-08:00

I arrived just in time today. Apparently, we didn't have sports today.. darn. Instead we had a really boring assembly. I can't remember what was it about...but now do I know what someone actually died in an accident when crossing the road outside the school last year.
Wow.. I mean that is really bad. And we had English. We only had a short period but Mr March still got us to do Grammar Exercises. History test is they day after 2moro and I didn't really bother. But I was forced to study by my mum anyway. I was studying near the computer you see so I didn't really concentrate because of the humming of the computer which is like a serenade beckoning on to me to use it. Haha. Well, here I am typing my blog as I answered the computers's plead. Haha. I am so pathetic man.
Anyway, after history was maths. Oh gosh I had another major headache in Maths at the back of my head. It was so painful I had to pull my hair to ease the pain. This has happened for the second time. It is not really a head ache.. More like a pain in the back of my head which is caused by nothing. Hmm... I tried ignoring it but the pain was too great. Something seriously wrong...
Maths test is next week... Aiks.. time is running out... And had a nice lunch talking about musics and listened to Janet's sex jokes and laughing at Esther's expression at the 's' word. Haihz.... They really don't like saying the word or hearing the word. They are like goody goody. Yeah, that girl is Janet . And when I heard her name I was like WTF? Then I started thinking about my Janet! Haha. Hua min of course. Haha.
Then after that was circus skills or whatever. We didn't really do anything. But before that we were like arm wrestling. Kelly was like super strong. Jennifer was like: Whoa. She is much tougher than she looks. I mean I don't stand a chance against her. She beat me just like that *snaps finger* Haha. You get what I mean? One moment I was like hand in hand with her and the next my hand was pinned to the table and my arm feeling half broken. Haha. But Kelly pinned Jennifer like that also so it was obvious I did not stand a chance at all with her. Haha.
Anna was good too. And she said she sucked. But I beat her one time but that was just because she was tired after arm wrestling with kelly. She got fight one leh! Haha. Everyone was like staring at us because we made so much noise , cheering and stuff.
God, I miss all of you..

2005-03-01T04:24:00.000-08:00

aiyah.. since i have nothing better to do i might as well blog.... well... nothing much happened today. it was raining yesterday but it didn't today. I thought the weather is cooling down but apparently I am wrong. Sighzzz... The weather is really hot and now I got a V shaped sun burn just below my neck which took the shape of my PE uniform.. Oh gosh.. I am so dark i wonder if i am ever gonna be fair again...i am not saying i was fair b4 this because I am tanned but I dun wanna be stuck like this forever. Summer sucks big time man. I seriously don't get it why white people love summer. They're like: "wee!! it is summer let's go roast ourselved in the sun. What fun!" Seriously, if they get skin cancer which gives them ugly stretches and marks then I will see who is having fun then.
We played basketball for PE today. More like, they played and I just stood around with my ugly cap on my head and trying to play. Aiyoh.. I just don't bother anymore. Sports is not my thing. Hehe. I prefer going online or playing games...indoor games I mean. *smirks* Anyway, I was like trying to get the ball and waving my hands wildly in the air. I looked like a moron compared to the others who could dribble and block and whatever. I suck.
Anyway, the game was about to end when I reach for the ball and accidentally hit Melissa square in the face. Her cap flew off and so did her specs. Perfect aim, Mag. I was so angry with myself and I felt guilty of course I kept asking her whether she was okay.
Then I got a little moody after that but my mood improved during Chinese. We were all talking about kids educational programs and I started imitating Blues Clues. Then we were all laughing and singing the themes songs until Mr Chen lost his patience and started shouting at all of us. Hmmph. Well, I was not surprised. Those rich kids like Julian and Kim and all were like putting their I-Pod to full blast I could hear it from across the room. I was surprised that they even noticed when Mr Chen asked them to get rid of their Mp3 players.
We did this science experiment today. Did I mention that my science teacher had taken form of a mean old lady? Well, not really some woman named Mrs Kambouris or something like that if going to teach us for the following 4 weeks. And then Mr Timmins will continue teaching us. Frankly, ( i hate to say this) I prefer Mr Timmins.
Whatever. I could survive. Oh, Maths sucks!!

2005-03-01T04:23:00.000-08:00

aiks.. today arh.. so cham eh.. i really dunno how 2 play basketball liao.. summore i hit melissa in the face .. aiks.. felt so guilty man...
i was like: r u ok? r u ok?... haihz.. things are so not improving.. anyway i inserted this song selection thingy.. help urself... i m sorry if it is a little cacat or doesn't work... it won't work if u dun have a speaker, jia min so make sure u have one in order for it to work.. i have nth to say.. buh bye...

2005-02-28T04:23:00.000-08:00

yay!! today rained like i wished ... maybe khek mong was singing in the shower that time.. haha.. jk jk... (aherm) so it was a little windy today so my mood was ok... haha.. when i came back i started jogging around with my sis.. i was supposed to jaga her until my mum finish doing her chi kong ...
then i got tired then i started following my sister who asked me to follow her dance moves... aiyoh.. so we started dancing like cacats in the middle of the road.. i hope the neighbours didn't happen to be looking down from the window... . then we started playing imaginary basketball cuz we didn't have anything to do... we had imaginary opponents and imaginary balls and hoops... my sister sucks at imagination.. haha... anyway, we "won the game" but we got"bashed up" by the "opponents".
oh i m so tired right now.. shit!! got chinese test soon..i m so gonna fail.. i dun even noe chinese!! aiks...i m losing hair.. i counted how many hairs i dropped it was like 50 ++ omg..... that is like alot.. i lose about that amount of hair everyday and more.. i didn't even count those on my pillows which is left over night.. i seriously dunno what is wrong with me... my hair is like thinning drastically.. i dunno why... it used to be thick now it is like super thin.. i m getting more worried everyday... by this rate, it is not surprised i will be bald next month...
oh gosh.. do u have any idea what is happening to me??

2005-02-27T04:22:00.000-08:00

haihz.. sunday ... the last day of the weekend... and how badly it ends.. aiyoh... the whole day in church listening to my mum bickering with the others and i have to get chased around by my sister with a rolled-up paper in the sun.. jeez...i came back and watched the phone for the second time... it is a korean horro movie.. it isn't that scary, though but my hats off to the little girl who acted in the movie.. she is like 6 years old but she acts like a pro, man.. wow..
and then my mum is being so freaking unfair... hmmph...sheesh.. i do all the work.. like collecting clothes and stuff... and then i was doing my homework and i got hungry and i ask her to cook cuz i m hungry oso she complain.. aiyoh... isn't it her job to cook when i m hungry? she was like all grumpy and say: u ah.. in the middle of the show ask me cook for u" she complain what? she oso cook and eat for herself and i was the one to clean up all the dishes and the mess she made when she splattered sauce all over.. i had to wash the pans and all and she is complaining... i was washing and what was she doing? watching tv.. later i was vacuuming the carpet and what was she doing? she was watching tv... arrggh... when i wanted to watch x factor which comes on only on sundays and mondays where else her show comes on everyday she scolded me for interrupting... blah blah... dun appreciate.. summore scold me for doing my homework late... at least i finish it..

2005-02-26T04:21:00.000-08:00

haihz... i have a major headache right now.. dunno what is wrong.... maybe i have some sort of disease or something.. whatever.... arrggghhh... people sometimes... haihz... dunno wad 2 say... i wanna die ler.. die ler die ler... aiyoh.. dun fucking care anymore.. i oso dunno what i am living for...aiyah.. i wanna sleep and never wake up!!!!
screw you ppl... all of u!! no exception!

2005-02-26T04:20:00.000-08:00

sometimes i wonder how people get over break-ups... seems hurtful doesn't it? it is not like the normal hurt you get when you fall down or cut yourself. this heart breaking pain is something u get and feel will never ever heal. the bleeding just won't stop. love is indeed a beautiful thing but pity it has endings this terrible...
ah well.. what m i toking about? haha.. well.. i was just thinking you know... hmm.. i seemed to be doing alot of thinking nowadays...

2005-02-25T04:18:00.000-08:00

It is the weekends!! But why am I not excited? Why am i not as excited as the days before when Friday was near? I will tell you why! It is because I still have to get up at 7!! Weekends are suppose to mean that you can sleep as late as you want. Weekends are normally spelt as sleeping days but all that is over for me now. Because I have Chinese school on Saturday and church on the next... what is the point of weekends when you still have to get your butt of the bed in the morning? Oh goodness...I have always looked forward to weekends where I can go: "Weee!! No need to wake up so freaking early!" But now I have nothing to look forward to. *sighs*

Chinese was okay. Man, Runcorn High is big but old. We walked around from the office and back. Joey insisted in taking the long and dirty way. Wah, my shoes all dirty. She offered me some seaweeds which turned out to be wasabi flavoured and I was so shocked! I didn't expect it to be that stinging hot! Then I was like fanning my tongue. But luckily the sudden shock didn't last long. Man I hate wasabi. I don't like the taste. It gives you a sting in the tongue and then it fades. So naughty ler Joey.
I whacked her with my Chinese book and she was laughing like a maniac and asked me if I wanted some more. She was like showing off and stuffing the seaweed into her mouth. Whoa... Haha.
Then my mum started lecturing me about the importance of learning Mandarin. I am seriously dumb. I only mastered English and that also I am not good at! Haihz.. Even those dumb people know more language than me. I deserve to eat dirt. I am a Chinese and I don't even know how to speak. *shakes head*
I have loads of stuff to complete but I seriously don't have the mood for it. Test is going to be this Friday but I am still tapping away on my keyboard worrying about my new blog layout and whether Janet would mind. I am slacking alot man. It is worse than ever. Probably because of the fact that teachers here don't really bother to check your homework. I got a B+ for my Science food web. I am not surprised. I didn't do it properly. Actually, I am surprised because he should have given me a D or something.
Haihz. I am seriously a useless person. I don't why I am living. I guess I would be a nobody after all. Life is meaningless yet again. Boo Hoo. And Jay's got a girlfriend already. I know it is silly of me mentioning this. I sound like I wanted to marry him or something. No. That is not it. I just preferred thinking him to be single. But now he is taken and somehow I am dissapointed. I guess I can't look at his Music Videos and go: "Oh, he is such a sweetheart." Instead , all I can say now is :"Oh he is soo cool too bad he is already taken by a bimbo." Well I shouldn't say she is a bimbo I don't even know who she is.
Haihz. It is really hot. I have declared my diet session on! But then I would be careful to take healthy stuff like vegetables and all that shit. Because I am dropping hair. My cousin said she would help me highlight my hair! Yipee!!! But I am still considering what colour and whether I should really do it since I am dropping alot of hair.
I am getting darker. Stupid sun rays! I hate you! Why do you have to make me look like this? Arrgggh. Come on, Autumn! Come already!

2005-02-25T04:17:00.000-08:00

nothing much just that my cousin is going back to malaysia 2moro and i am really sleepy... and stuff... i go out makan just now.. i keep on eating these days... if i dun cut back on the amount of food i eat i m seriously going to be soo fat...i hiccuped 4 times today.. dunno what is wrong.. jia min says i m probably growing.. yay!! i hope so man.. i wanna grow taller... i was racing with my sister just now and i slipped and fell.. so farney.. stupid shoes!! hahaha...
aiyoh.. i too many work.. so sleepy.. dun wanna blog liao

2005-02-24T04:17:00.000-08:00

Why Women Cry... A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that manytimes comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly. I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart. I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly. And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed." "You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."
Awwww.... too bad i am a boy!! :P

2005-02-21T04:21:00.000-08:00

stupid sis... idiot her... dun wanna admit she lost to me!! she lost lost! i won!! but then she dun wanna admit and call me a loser... babi ngong ngong chi chi.. oh.. what game did we play? we were just seeing who can eat pieces of char siew the fastest... char siew is pork for those who don't know but i assume u all noe that... she so cheating she took the smallest bit... and then arh.. when i ate the fastest and open my mouth she oso open her mouth... but then still got pieces in her mouth...cheater.. but i caught her..
anyway.. today.. got beep test for hpe... it is like a test where u have to run about 20 metres distance and patah balik .. do this as long as u can.. there is a lot of levels...but i oni sampai level 4.. omg.. so so bad.. haha.. it is like... level 1.1 then u zoom u run then 1.2 then 1.3 then 1.4 and so on and so forth.. non stop de.. u can't stop and rest cuz the beep will go faster and faster and so if u dun reach the line by the time it beeps then u go out.. aiyoh... it is hard to believe that someone actually got until 18.. super ler.. ioni got 4.. so memalukan.. summore the teacher say average for girls is 5... i oni got 4...
haha.. then during chinese class... there was this load bang.. i tot what.. maybe bomb or something.. then came a horrible smell which smelled like rotten eggs... ewww... then everyone was like gagging and choking and pinching their noses... eww... then teacher asked what is that then julian said he farted then he and jeffrey started laughing... then i noe it was them who threw the stink bomb in the class.. haha.. but then teacher actuslly believed he farted.. after the smell went away teacher asked julian what he ate and he said bacon and eggs..then teacher started talking about chinese medicine he should take... and ask whether julian is alright and whether he is feeling well and whether he should go to the toilet.Haha. we all laughing like hell.. omg... mr chen actually believed julian farted... what ler... haha.. mr chen, mr chen.. how blur can u get??

2005-02-20T02:51:00.000-08:00

"..... I can't believe how people in Australia is so quarrelsome or warlike and inclined to violent in the slightest provocation...."
This was written by Magdelene Chin in her report about cultures of Australia. shortly before she was stabbed to death by a nun because of the noise her pen was making.

2005-02-20T02:50:00.000-08:00

man.. i just finished my maths homework.. i think i have gone stupid cuz i took 2 whole hours to finish it! *shakes head* haihz.. my brain berkarat liao... can be malay's brain.... muahaha..woops...
ok i tot that encik sahari was zahari... hmm... guess i was wrong... today got church.. super boring.. i came back then i started playing with the my sister's water gun.. i filled it up to the brim and sprayed her in the face.. then i chased her around the house with it.. haha.. by the end she was wet in the face... i sprayed myself to see how it felt like .. it felt good!!so then i gave her the water gun then she sprayed me pulak... hehehe.... i sprayed my mum oso then she scold me and ask me to stop.. what a fun spoiler.. apa ler.. water oni mah... wait until i fill the water gun with nitric acid...hahaha.. habis muka kau!! hahaha.. after bcum ugly as britney spears...
then when i finished playing we were soaking wet.. then i pretend to die from the water blast then i turned out rolling on thr floor.. i didn't realize that the guest was looking at me like i was a deranged girl... embarassed, i walk upstairs... oh no.. it is summore the pastor of our church.. so everytime when i go there every Sunday he is going to know me as the retarded person who liked soaking herself with a water gun..
if i was a rich boy... nananananananana!!!!!!! BOO!!!!
I declare this day to be ENCIK SAHARI DAY!! Let's celebrate the man who changed effected our lives in many many ways...Let's salute his determination to make sure we tuck in our shirts.... his strong will to make girls tie our hairs and boys to cut their hair or be sunat-ed. And also his ambitious wish to beat Mr Kenny in the weekly secret Inter Teacher Competition For The Longest Speech In The Assembly To Make Students Snore and Cry For No More. Even though I left the school he place his high polished shoes on, I will always remember him and how he made my life worse.. aherm... let's all take our computer mouses and put them to our heads and say : To Encik Sahari!" *claps hands* This is based on a true story...
And send my regards to him...

2005-02-20T02:49:00.000-08:00

i am so bored.. 2moro is the weekends and i m supposed to be happy but somehow... weekends are not as enjoyable now because i have a stinking 3 hour class to look forward to... how nice... bloody hell.. i got two assignments to complete and tonnes of homework i did not bother to finish over the past week... i dun bother to finish works for a stupid moronic teacher... so there.. if u gimme detention i oso dun care... nothing to lose, fag...
especially missing him now... haihz... japs should have come and gone by now... i forgot he is not coming online.. nvm... i was thinking of not coming online cuz i wanna read harry potter again.. yay!! i go read now... omg it is so hot... stupid summer... can't wait till autumn... gawd i m losing alot of hair... maybe i got leukemia or something... *touch wood*

2005-02-20T02:48:00.000-08:00

hehe..wow i had sports today and it was fun!! i was laughing the whole time.... hehe.. first were juggling stuff then i tried juggling 3 at once but i kenot so i gave up ler.. then got hula hoops... i tried and tried then finally can.. i can even do two at once!! esther asked me to try three then everyone started pouding hoops after hoops on me until i have like 7 or 8 on me.. wah so heavy.. i tried of course but then kenot ler..haha.. everyone was like.. awww.. too bad... haha.. then i play some ball with feathers on the end with agnes... hehe.. then wah keep on laughing like hell.. then i damn thirsty but my water bottle in the class so i asked jenn how to operate the water fountain..
wah.. when she on the thing.. the water spurt out so strong and high i din noe how 2 drink without getting myself wet.. i was like staring at the water and saying: How am I supposed to drink? Hahaha.. then Jennifer demonstrated and she wetted herself and her glasses were wet.. haha.. then i was laughing then i tried to... i put my mouth to the water first then i on the tap then the water hit my face and mouth full blast... hahaha.. i choked and i laughed.. then jenn started laughing too.. so i was like wet.. hahaha... omg... then ana strutted in and said let me demonstrate to you how to do it.. then she kena sprayed oso.. she was the wettest of all summore.. hahaha..
we were laughing all the way.. haha.. damn sot ler we all today. hehe..

2005-02-15T03:19:00.000-08:00

hey everyone.. valentines's passed....hehe..yay!! great so i dun have to see everyone walking around with roses in their hands when i am supposed to get a few!! hmmph!! anyway.. today nothing special happened... but i did get hyper and stuff... i sang and dance in front of everyone.. i was actually imitating the spectacled nerd in Xfactor who sang Crazy by Britney Spears... Omg.. when i saw him dance i can't help laughing like shit.. it was so funny.. i bet he did it on purpose... haha.. but i can't help copying him.. hehe..
esther laugh until.. haha.. so cute ler she.. hehe.. we made a pact that we will let down our hairs during winter.. weird? hehe. damn weird i noe.. :P... mr timmins sucks! and for those who dunno him he is my stupid science teacher by the way... that sarcastic old fag... everyone doesn't like him.. in your face, apek!!!
hahahaha.. aiks... stupid liao...

2005-02-15T03:18:00.000-08:00

omg omg omg.. e-magazine came out liao.. my nightmare has come true.. i hope u all will somehow find a way to break ur cd, misplace them or throw them in the fire... or something.. anything that causes harm to ur cd unabling you to browse the pictures.. the awful awful pictures...

2005-02-14T03:17:00.000-08:00

Happy valentines day everyone! Mine was sucky of course..since i din get no nothing...hahaha.. erm.... i wish i was in malaysia and u all noe why.. hehe.. changed the layout of my blog specially for valentines... sorry u have to cope with the pinkness but u can't celebrate valentines with black! so there!
hehe... okies.. erm.. everyone has this roses and valentiney stuff everywhere in school... wah so nice... haha.. no nothing... okies.. here are my valentines messages for everyone dear and important to me...
First of all :
Khek Mong!! hahaha.. (duh!)
He is the one I should be celebrating this day with... hehe.. erm.. I love you soo much and I miss you so much. I wished I was there with you to share this precious annual day... :P hehe.. i want you to know what you are really important to me and I love you every muchie no matter what happens! muacks!!! lots of hugs and kisses...
Second: Jia Min (my husband)
Hehe. You are very leng chai to me no matter what and i still think you are more to pretty.. :P.... you are the only true friend i ever had and i mean it and i love you ever so much!! i really wish i am there with you too and i hope we meet again someday! sooner in fact! you've made a change in my life and you are so important to me... life without u just isn't the same.. my husband and best friend forever!! muacks
Yin Lin( wife):
Hehe. my best friend too.. i miss you damn much... hehe.. u r a great friend even though u kinda retarded sometimes.. but that's what i like about u... hehe... damn blur and stuff.. haha.. u damn special oso ler and i won't forget u.. muacks...
Ze Yen( close friend):
Hehe.. i dunno wheter u come here or not but I also miss you.. ven if you don't... :P hehe.. you are damn hot and pretty... and dun worry, you will grow... (i doubt it) .. always missed the blurrness and you bubbly laugh..
Kimberley(best friend)
Omg... my wife! I miss you.. come online more often ler!! aiks... i miss u so much.. the way u laugh.. ur leng lui ness.. everything! aiks.. i still remember the days we went through during form 1... hehe... u r really special to me!!! hehe.. i miss u and love you so much...
Leow(best friend)
Leowie.. you wacky fella.. hehe.. though we have been apart for years our friendship is still going on and i hope it remains that way.. i love you and i miss you too! i wish i could hear ur voice and listen to ur cheerfulness all the day long.. i miss u so much.. muacks...
Elizabeth(girlfriend)
My girlfriend! hehehe.. damn pretty and damn nice.. hehe.. i love you!!thanks for accepting me though i am not surprise since i irresistably handsome anyway.. hahaha
Hua Min (girlfriend):
Hehehe.. my latest girlfriend.. i love you!! hehe...thanks for accepting me again...
Rachel liu(girlfriend)
Muahahaha.. another latest gf.. hehe.. thank you .. and you are soo cute!!! muacks!!
Wei Chiang(godbro)
Stupid ler.. dun come here oso.. whatever.. erm... you are my fave godbro!! you are so nice and kind and tall and skinny... and funny and etc. etc. list out oso kenot habis ler.. hehehe... but i miss u too...
Sut Nin( godbro)
Hehehe... wassup brother! hehe.. or yo mahn.. whatever.. hahaha... u arh.. damn funny and i dunno why i just can tok about anything with you.. damn special ler u.. hehehe... keep on rocking man!! hehehe
All my girlfriends and wives:
Aiyoh damn long ler the list but I say all in one shot.. i love you all and happy valentines!!
Yay!! That wraps it up.. and of course to my parents too ... hehe.. and to my sucky sister... sheesh.. hehehe.. but i love u all the same.. muacks!! khek mong i love u!! hehehe... i giler liao...

2005-02-13T03:14:00.000-08:00

not in the mood for school....aiks... some ppl just dunno what i go through...dun think u noe so much about my life even if i told u alot...cuz u don;t

2005-02-12T04:56:00.000-08:00

i just read this book... it is ok-ok.. maybe 5 stars out of 10? but it was sad though... but it was... erm... this girl ler... the vampires all kill her family members and the ones she love... haihz.. damn touching her the way her fiancee sacrifice himself for her.. aiks... i dun like sad endings.. how i wished he lived and they married and lived happily ever after... and how i wished he wasn't a vampire but a normal guy....even though vampires are cool and sexy to me, *winks* I still think it is horrible to be immortal and watch everyone around u die.. i mean if i was a vampire, then khek mong would die one day and i would still live on with the misery.. aiks... i might as well die with him... and i dun wanna drink blood.. i prefer ribena thank you very much...
sad sad... anyway, khek mong kenot come online yesterday.. *sobs* i miss him.. not sure whether he is or not... even if he is i m not sure whether i going online either.. cuz my dad is going back to malaysia and i have to go to the airport.. i have to go my assigment now and obviously i am not.. :P my mum would slaughter me if she finds out that i am blogging instead of being engrossed in my oh-so-interesting assignment... *rolls eyes* c;mon.. i just ate lunch, watched TV, rested and read a book... give me a break ler.. hahaha...
I had chinese.. really boring... aiyoh.. then 2moro i got church... have to wakeup early again.. aiks... weekends are just dissapointing to me nowadays...

2005-02-11T03:15:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year.. mine was so pathetic... haihz.. oni got two ang paus.. oni 20 dollars each.. i think compared to u all mine most pathetic.. 40 dollars imagine! aiyah what to do.. no relatives here... haihz...
yesterday i went to see the fireworks.. hehe.. it is quite nice actually.. but it was raining and crowded... everyone blocking my view from the lion dance.. but i noe it was boring anyway so i din bother to watch.. hehe.. but i climbed the pole but i slipped right back down.. haha.. i was screaming and squealing.. haha.. everyone looking at me.. cuz i was the oldest person to do that.. the rest all little kids, they get to climb up and get a good view.. aiyoh.. i was too tall so i kenot climb if not my head bang the top.. haha.. i tried a few times but i slip down again and again.. haha.. why can they climb so well? aiks..
anyway, the fireworks were pweety but it was raining so i got soaked to the bones.. and they played lots of my fave song like " Black eyes peas- let's get it started, Britney spears- toxic, blink 182- all the small things and a whole lot more.. then they played the new Gwen Stefani song - Rich girl.. i din really like that song but it was stuck in my head.. so after the fireworks i was like singing ... " If i was a rich girl.. nananananananana!"
It is not that i dunno the lyrics but it really goes nanananana... then i saw charmaine.. but i din bother to call her.. then i listened to the jay's song on the way to the car on my discman then my sister wanted to listen oso then she chased me around ... i tried to avoid her hands from slapping my butt.. she is so ham sap... when she beat u she sure aim ur butt wan.. haha...
watched simpson just now.. haha.. Holmer Simpson damn funny ler.. hehe... he was dancing half naked and singing " Hear T-Shirt, T-Shirt!" Then I started saying : How do you say thank you to nena?" Then I kissed my sister. hahaha...
I got two assignments now.. one english and the other is science.. for english i am supposed to do a long essay about my poem... then for science, i have to do a research on platypus.. i tot they were cute but they are actually ugly... Dogs are the best!!! Muahaha...
Aiyoh, my friends damn innocent de lar.. kenot tahan liao... they dun even say damn or hell.. omg .. i was like saying : " This Maths Textbook is damn new" Then Jennifer was like: That's not nice" tsk tsk *shakes head* I kenot live like that.. c'mon... then Vi was talking about dead people , she was saying : When people die they either go to heaven or you-know-where".. Omg.. they damn innocent lar!! Say hell oso kenot meh?? Hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell !!! Nah! what's so wrong about that?Damn damn damn damn damn!!
Then got one time i accidentally talk in BM. Charmaine was pulling my hair to see how I look like with my hair down but I din let her . So I was like : You see what you did? Now my hair senget liao." haha. Then they looked at me like what. Haha. Then I laughed. Agnes oso laugh but because she noe what I just said. She from Sarawak too mah.. Then I did it again the other time. Esther, Vi and Charmaine brought magazines featuring all those Hong Kong stars and were looking at their pictures and posters. Then Vi pointed out Andy Lau then I was like : Yuck! This guy sucks. He thinks he is so yeng. " Hahahaha. They laugh oso dunno why. Maybe because it sounds weird.... Haha..Seriously, Andy Lau sucks.. he is not even handsome... edison chen better..I am so much more leng chai...
Jia Min oh Jia Min...why i never see you online

2005-02-08T23:06:00.000-08:00

aiyoh.. this past few days is really sucky.. no time to blog summore.. let me start with erm... monday.. yeah it was really hot and so was my mood.. arrgggh... this stupid science teacher... he gave us an assignment and then we had to use the computer for that.. so i din noe i had tohave dunno what green card in order to log in to the computer... i din noe what a green card was until charmaine told me... then i asked him how do i get a green card and he said : that you have to find out yourself" in a really rude way.. omfg!! i am a new student for goodness sake how am i supposed to noe if even the teacher doesn't wanna tell me!! how am i supposed to noe? who am i har??? super boy arh?? i noe i very handsome ler but i m not smart... ding dong.. then i still didn;t noe how 2 get my id card.. cuz i need and id card to borrow my textbook and without my textbook i kenot do my maths homework which is mounting and mounting by each day!! arrgggh... then i realized i dun need to pay for dunno what student photo thingy.. i was fanning myself with the envelope and then the money inside flew out the window and landed on the hedges.. and i couldn't find it... i got so pissed already when everything was so confusing... what is a student photo? do i need it for my id??? when am i gonna get my photos taken??how do i get my green card?? bloody hell...
then i finally got my green card in the library.. i realized i got another english assessment.. and exams r in two weeks... euuurrgggghh... then... at the end of the day, someone stuck a note on my bag which says : Sorry, i prefer males darling" Aiyoh... of all days to stick a note on my bad they had to choose they say i am feeling pissy... haihz...
then yesterday, had the photo shoot... i didn't have time to smile then they took my picture liao... i must have looked really horrible.. aiyoh.. and i have to keep that picture for a long time.. aiks... hehe.. then during pe i played dodgeball for the very first time.. i've always heard it been played in the tv show and stuff but now i m actually playing it... hehe.. there are two teams and we - well.. dodge balls! haha.. when u hit a person that person is supposed to go the back of ur team and hit u back so they can get back in the game... when everyone is hit and no one managed to get back in the game, then the other team wins.. something liddet ler... one time, i was like the only one left and the other team had only one left too.. so i din noe by catching the ball they threw at me i will kick them out.. so i did catch the ball.. i din noe why i suddenly wanna catch it but the next thing i knew teacher said: oo magdelene catched it.. her team wins" haha.. i was dumbstrucked...
it was damn hot yesterday.. then the stupid science teacher.. haiyoh.. they brought us to the computer lab as promised but then we had to change to the other computer lab in the other end of the block... but then i left my green card in the other lab.. so i asked him whether i could get it back.. then i ran all the way and came back... sheesh.. then i was sweating.. then charmaine told me that when the science teacher was marking attendance, he asked where was I then charmaine told me i had gone to get my green card.. then he said that i did not ask his permission! what the fuck??? he memang so hai betul ler.. pukimak.. if he dunno my name dun simply say ler, old man.. moronic asshole...
i didn't want to come today but then my mum forced me.. then at night.. i went out to chinatown and they had on this really lame and boring lion dance... they didn't jump or what but they just entered the restaurant and stirring everyone... then there was this woman.. didn;t know what she was doing ler... she keep on tapping the lion head and saying something... then she like wanted to pull the lion dancing out.. haha..
then today... had assembly in P block.. there was this really really cute dog there.. dun ask me why cuz i m not sure either.. but he suddenly jumped into the crowd and everyone was like squealing with delight and going :AwwWWWwww when he nuzzled a girl.. aiyoh... why can't it come to my side?? then i will squeeze it.. haha.. it is a golden labrador.. a really cute one... *squeals*
hehe.. then we choosed our activities... my friends and I took circus skills.. i dun noe what it is but they have some really cool activities i have never heard of b4.. anyway.. happy chinese new year everyone! mine is gonna be so lonely and boring... *sighs*... but i m still happy cuz i m not going to school 2moro... yippeee!! i convinced my parents not to let me go cuz there was this swimming carnivale 2moro and since i m not participating i dun need to go lor... no way man.. no way ur going to see me in a swim suit... na-uh *shakes head and wags finger*
hehe.. bye guys and happy chinese new year to y'all... hope u have not as much money as me... he

2005-02-05T03:26:00.000-08:00

omfg!! omfg.. i am so going to chop chung tsang's dick.. that is if he has one... how dare he take a picture with kim that close as if she is her gf liddet.. ewww!!!he is so disgusting! eeek.. anyway had chinese class today... haha.. joey and nadia is so funny... joey is ten years old and nadia should be 9 i think.. i dunno i am not sure.. haha... this nadia she thought moscow is ma cow... haha.. she keep on saying.. i went to ma cow.. then we were all like.. it is moscow! haha. then she was like.. not is is ma cow.. u go see the map.. hahaha.. it sounded like " my cow my cow" haha.. she damn cute ler.. haha.. then one girl tot my liquid paper was a nail polisher...

2005-02-04T03:52:00.000-08:00

ooo Grace is in my house!! omg.. she is soo cute.. by the way, i am like really in a good mood today.. so dun bring me down! i dunno why but just really am in a good mood.. hehe.. let'see... i went to school earlier than usual and decided to fix my hair in the toilet... turns out vee and dianne was stalking me.. stalkers... but i din noe of course... than i saw agnes and alison and started talking to them.. turns out wendy is alison's sis! cool... no wonder they look so alike.. hehe.. omg alicia is soo hot.. like i said today is denim day and everyone wore jeans to school.. i did not.. and so did the others... felt so bad cuz i did not donate to the tsunami appeal thingy cuz i din wear denim.. ish.. how could i??? then erm...i had a few laughs today.. i dunno why i acted so dong.. during morning tea.. i was like... "alicia is sooo pretty!!" then everyone was like "yeah she is pretty" and "yeah she is soo skinny!" then i kept on saying she is pretty.. then vee said " she is pretty" then i was like "yeah very..." then they started laughing... then i was like " she is hot" then i laughed even more... i dunno why but i started laughing too.. i asked what is wrong.. then turned out when vee said "she is pretty" she was pointing at me. then i said "yeah very pretty" pulak.. omg.. no wonder they laugh ler.. it is like i am so vain liddet... summore i said "hot" hahaha.. omg... then i was like... "oooohhh!! i tot u toking about alicia!!" then i was like " no i am ugly" i wanted to say i am leng chai but i bet they dun understand anyway... haha..
then after that, we started toking about disgusting foods.. then they said something about monkey brains being sucked out alive.. haha.. esther was like saying that some man go and open the head and scoop the brain out and eat.. i laughed... then i said that he stuck the straw in the brain and sucked it out.. haha.. they went ewwww.... and laughed.. then esther was like toking about how the man open the snake's stomach and the baby snaked all came crawling out... haha.. she pretended to be the baby snake.. haha.. so funny ler!
and then during chinese class, this jackson guy was like toking in chinese... he tried to tok chinese but we did not understand what he was saying.. his eyes was like super blue!! omg.. like really unreal liddet... then mr chen danced u noe... jackson was like singing and rapping and mr chen like did a little jig.. i oni saw that so i laughed... omg.. then mr chen was like almost dropped the marker pen so he was like making a weird noise.. like " eee ah ah" or something.. then we all laughed.. i dunno why.. u noe ler.. sometimes when i laugh i kenot stop laughing which is probably the reason why alot of teachers are irritated... then i start laughing then kenot stop.. i laugh until i collapse on the table and my face turned all red..vee . charmaine and the rest looked at me and laughed oso.. they were saying how red my face was.. then i took my red book and fanned myself , still laughing..
then we went to the supermarket... then i sae guy who looked like jia jun.. haha... then erm.. haha. i dunno ler.... i just came back from makaning...aiyah.. bye bye..

2005-02-03T03:48:00.000-08:00

erm.. today... it rained yesterday! but it was still hot today.. aiks.. but kinda cool anyway... i dunno... hehe... 2moro is supposed to be denim day but i decided to wear normal uniform anyway.. omg i am inloved with alicia!! she is soooo hot! the first time i saw her i was like : omg.. she is a total hottie! let me explain to you but i have to advice u to keep ur tongue in ur mouth to avoid wastage of saliva... hahaha...
she is very tall and has a perfect body figure... very slim wan eh... she has brown hair which she dyed... she is chinese by the way and has this really cute and tiny little girly voice... her eye lashes curle and her eyes shine... her skin is like so smooth and fair and flawless! she has long legs which is showed off by her short skirt and her shirt clings to her figure to reveal her san choi lor.. haha... then that time arh it was raining and i was sitting next to her... she was wearing black bra.. she was sooo hot!! omg... aiyah.. *drools* ahaha... and her skirt was riding up her tighs... fuyoh fans myself... i have a crush!! i can't stop looking at the back of the class just to look at her pretty face..
no i dun have her picture but her beauty can only be viewed in real life... flawless... i have never seen perfection b4... but i m not sure about her attitude.. ah well.. she is hot and that's all that matters.. *winks*
let's see.. had sose today.. i only can get my id card next week... now i m beginning to wonder whether david really has a gf or not because he has been touching all kinds of girls.. tsk tsk... i dun like him.. he sucks...
haha.. i giler liao.. charmaine says i am inmature... yay!! good good... but she hasn't seen my advicing skills... :P.. esther belanja me ice cream.. so good ler... but i opened it and half off it dropped.. so sayang.. haha... aiyoh... waste her money oni.. but what a way to cool off in a hot weather like this.. hehe..
erm... what else? esther is soo cute.. and erm... haha.. yesterday on the way back from school we say a man prodding his tree with a fishing rod.. it was so funny.. my dad tot he was fishing in the tree or something... hehe..
and erm... then there was this group of girls in the toilet.. a girl was crying or something cuz her bf broke up with her... so sad... she was like crying and her friends was laughing and talking like they dun give a damn about her broken heart..and i m officially allergic to anyone making out! aiyoh... makes me feel really... arrggghh!! they r like..omg.. i feel like screaming.. stop making out in front of me.. u r making me home sick or something... arrggghh... stupid couples... making out in front of me and go all lovey dovey just to irritate the shitness out of me..
and then melissa and i was wiping our faces in front of the mirror.. so long i never go to toilet to see the mirror oredi.. anyway we wre complaining how dark we were when a black girl came in.. i didn;t noe wad to say.. melissa didn't realize how ironic it is though..i mean we were saying we were dark and then a black girl comes in.. and anna cried yesterday.. i felt like crying too.. i mean how does it feel like to have ur MP3 broken my some stupid ignorant asshole and he doesn't even wanna apologize.. stupid boy... idiot.. poor poor anna.. at least she is fine now... hehe..i miss khek mong!!!! arrrgggh... jia min oh jia min... lalalala..

2005-02-02T03:48:00.000-08:00

erm.. today i made a mistake by going to school in normal uniform.. supposed to be wearing my sports uniform ... but it didn;t matter anyway.. cuz i m not participating... anyway.. during english we watch this vidoe which is supposed to be a horror movie.. but then there was this sex scene where the guy started touching the girls boobs.. they actually showed everything.. ewww!! then i was like... okkkaaaaayyy.. the teacher fast forwarded it.. haha.. too bad...
haha.. then they started making out in the morning.. haha.. and then.. erm... we were like toking about.. then i said the word nipple and vee screamed and laughed.. i was like shocked..goodness. they r such goodygoodies they dun even say bad words like fuck... aiyor... haha.. and jennifer laughed untill she was clinging to the pole and opening her mouth so big.. she looksed almost demented and possessed and i was laughing at the way she was laughing..
haha... alicia is soooo hot... muahaha... and then during period 4 and 5 all we did is sit in class and i read my book.. vee was bored to death with her chinese text books.. poor thing.. and we were given lollied by the end ! weee!! and then had KFC for lunch.. yum! never had one of those for a really long time! hehe...

2005-02-01T03:41:00.000-08:00

erm... today had pe... had to play cricket.. i really dun get that game... hmm... but i was like standing oni and didn't play but somehow i had to bat.. aiyoh i hit the ball but then the guy caught it.. damn...
then erm... nothing much happened.. but today is still so hot.. second day of period.. not so good.. i came back scolding my mum and stuff.. n my sis made it worse... curse the stupid heat!! i hate u!! i miss sri garden's air conditioning... i had maths extension with a stupid mr indian guy dunno whatsisname... he so darn stupid ler... aiks aiks... and his eyes r like cacat liddet...so when he looks at u it is pretty scary.. hehe...
erm.. what else? nothing ler.. i am bored and life is like so meaningless now... without him of course ..

2005-01-31T03:41:00.000-08:00

aiyoh.. let me keep it short... today..... very hot... during science time.. david pull a girl's bra strap.. i was shocked.. i tot he has a girlfriend... very bad bf he is... jeffrey started throwing papers at her.. he asked me for some papers.... changed from maths core to maths extension... i miss him douz... went hyper... now crazy...that's all... and i swear if the com got error again i will personally kick his mother f- butt... which is the computer screen since the computer system does not have any buttocks which i can land my foot on...

2005-01-30T03:09:00.000-08:00

let's see... yesterday.. nothing much happened just that i just missed the most important event in my entire life!!!! jay's concert!!!!!! yeah i missed it and i didn't do it intentionally... it is just the fact that i am hundreds of miles away from the stadium and there is nothing i could do about it unless a fat fairy lands in front of me and grants me a wish.... arrrggghhh!! i hate my life man!!
so i was stuck at home getting scold by my parents... and doing a picture collage.. i chatted with sut nin for dunno how many hours ad then i ended up asking him to be my godbro.. that's it! and today, my sister got sick so we didn't go to church.. and i got curry in my eye during dinner... hehe.. it was burning like hell... oh god.. and khek mong loss his voice.. and i found out a shocking news about jia min... which i m not gonna tell....arrgggh.. got school 2moro..
khek mong lost his voice.. i hope he finds it soon..

2005-01-28T21:56:00.000-08:00

erm.. it is a saturday! yippee.. let'see yesterday... hmm.. oh yeah.. i met another new girl named agnes.. she is from malaysia too... and melissa... and blah blah.. and erm... nothing much but we got to watch mr nice guy for chinese cuz that weirdo mr chen is not in.. hehe... but only watch halfway... then for english.. we watched two short shows which was pretty freaky and scary... there was this group of kids in detention and there was this guy who was so bored and decided to write on the board the words :school sucks. then when he underlined a scream came out... then he was so shocked and he did it again... then the scream came out again.. wah this scream like very spooky liddet.. make me got goosebumps oni.. haha...

then today i had to wake up early... gosh for this stupid chinese class i am supposed to take during satyrdays.. aiyoh.. my life is miserable man.. i was planning to sleep until late late on saturdays... ish.. sleeping has been my life and my mum just ruined it by shoving a chinese learning session up my handsome face... arrgggh..... life is stupid... anyway.. i went to runcorn high and it was so freaking hot!

i was like sweatinh and stuff... aiyoh... then i had to run here and there because i kept being upgraded into another class... the class lasts for three hours btw.. oh goodness.. so freaking long and hot... then i had to do this and that when i came back.. so blardy pissed... then my mum was in a freaking bad mood..

aiyoh and i not yet go my science homework... babi shit ler.. and i am so hot i think iw anna take another bath.. gahhh!!

2005-01-27T21:54:00.000-08:00

happy anniversary!!!!!!! 8 months liao loo.. can't imagine how fast time flies... it is like vrooom!! but time passes very slowly here for me.. during the holidays it was like ... swish! then now it is like snail oni.. i oso dunno what i m toking about.. but my main point is.......... I LOVE HO KHEK MONG!! muacks! i miss you darling! i miss u soo much..
i wore his necklace today.. i m still not sure how much the necklace is... but it is still nice anyway...
i hanged out with a different gang- again.. this time consisting of esther, charmaine, jennifer, vee and blah blah... and it is the best so far... i hope it remains that way.. today rainign whole day.. oh i miss him!! i wanna die!
but i dun wanna die... eeek.. 27th! my current wonder is did it really snow in malaysia? i doubt it but if it really did! it is probably because to celebrate my anniversary.. cheh wah.. haha

2005-01-24T23:10:00.000-08:00

2nd day of suck fest..... it was raining whole day... i went to the assembly with emilie and jessica..... they seemed real nice... assembly was boring... the teacher was talking about dunno what symptoms and we should help people with it... then morning tea, i hanged out with emilie and her gang which consisted of alot of sluts... i was like baffled that emilie would hang out with them... it is amazing how lots of them are so pretty... and i thought ssg has a lot of pretty gals... this school here.. wah u can see leng luis everywhere... *drools*
anyway, the wear make up and dye their hair and talk like whatever... i dunno... i dun really do anything but observed them... and talk a few times...
then i had maths and then chinese... haha... this juliana so funny.. he was trying to say sheng ri hui which means birthday party but he had to pretend to be stupid and said.... shang ri... erm... shang ri... erm.. shang ri... han bao bao!! hahaha.. stupid ler... han bao bao is hamburgers anyway..haha... so funny ler...then dunno what other hooliganas they did... then i hang out with elaine and her gang pulak...
they were much better i guess.. i dunno..there was ilaana... and then hannah... and chloe hu was like... hey mag and surprisingly she gave me a hug... i was so shocked... haha...well that is a change... haha...
aiyoh... nth ler today.. but just that i went crazy just now.... because i kenot tahan any longer!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aiyoh........ han bao bao!!

2005-01-24T02:13:00.000-08:00

well, i have nothing to say except... MY SCHOOL SUCKS BIG TIME MAN!!!!!!!!! I hate everything about it.. it so totally different... i mean there are different classes for different subjects so means every period i have to get off my ass and find my other class in this freaking big school and meet other fucking people which are fucking just too arrogant too look at chinese freaks like me.. oh i am having a good time, alright... not!!! this is hell.. I just wanna cry thinking about how I am going to spend the rest of my life in this suck fest... i miss sri garden like hell.. life just isn't the same... it is different and i don't like different!! mother mother... arrggghh...

ok let's start with early morning, i woke up... feeling not at all excited cuz i had a feeling that i won't have a good time anyway.. so i got ready... i didn't look too good and i had a frigging bad hair day... and i went over to my sister's school first.. the school was so big and all the parents were like lovey dovey... and were like..." OO....take care honey" to their kids and started giving them big sloppy kisses and taking pictures..

The school did not allow the parents to go in because they wanted to train their students to become indepent or something.. my school was full of people... tall short and everything.. i realize they hang out in very very big groups.. maybe 10-20 in one gang... which is huge... i won't get to do that yet... but i doubt if i ever will... then i spent time looking for my clan... it was 9A2 in JL11. sounds complicating? well it is.. check out my time table...:

Monday- Period 1= SCI091C TIMMRE ALA2
Period 2= ENG091C MARCAN G001
and so on and so forth... try to decipher that!!! i am not kidding you.. here you do things a whole lot more different.. and like i said... I DON'T LIKE DIFFERENT!!!!!!!!!!!

Well in case you are wondering, it means that period 2 i have to go to block A for Science C and Terry Timmins is my teacher. Oh goodness... so imagine how I have to meet new faces every period..... How would I ever surface in this alien world??? * buries my head on my hand and sobs*

Anyway, there are only three new students, I am the only new girl student by the way.... one guy is from taiwan and the other was from hong kong... So after that we went to assembly after reporting to the clan. Micheal( that new guy from Hong Kong) asked me where were we going and asked me all kinds of questions which I can't freaking answer because I am new!! )

Assembly was even weirder... we had our own positions... i mean what the-? Don't have to be so organized right? Then it was lunch... I walked around the school with Michael and identified our classes. he was having maths, i think and i was having chinese... As i told you, every student have different time tables so even if i made a friend, i won't see them till next lesson or whatever... Anyway, during lunch I felt so moody I didn't wanna eat... we started talking instead.. he started talking about hong kong and all that i talked about how I missed my friends in malaysia( and of course I was mainly thinking about Khek Mong because I kept on looking at my watch, minus the time by two hours and wondered what he was doing by now.) Got one time, I looked around and wondered how am I ever gonna last in this school when I am missing my friends and almost cried.

When a couple passed by, I suddenly felt like crying... aiks.. i miss khek mong so very much... an he is not online yet!! *cries* haihz... but of course i won't cry in front of a boy.. after people think I am such a baby.. anyway i went to chinese and he went to his mathematics... i met a few other girls... elaine was kinda nice but she was shy.. but she was still nice.. there was this guy named Julian but the chinese teacher who is quite funny actually called him Juliana. And Julian had a friend named Jeffrey who is a chinese I think. Both of them those naughty type lor.

They all make jokes and then this Jeffrey said something funny and he was forced to get out of class for one minute.. then the teacher ask him whether he was stupid then Jeffrey said yes then he had to go out again... haha... what ler...they were sitting at back but some how they shifted suddenly in the middle of the class and sat next to me and Elaine.
Juliana ask me something in chinese then I was like"what?" Then he was like" never mind" Dong ngong. The chinese teacher said something but I didn't catch it so I was like "huh?" Then Jeffrey said to me like I was a kindergarten or something... " do you ah speaka chinese ah" I rolled up my eyes at him... stupid...

then after chinese i had Maths which was super boring because all the teacher ever did was lecture us about discipline and courtesy in classroon and the consequences behold in front of us if we do something bad... then Chris ( a sun tanned plump boy) showed me where the back entrance was while I talked to Emilie.

I was waiting there then I begin to wonder whether I was supposed to wait there or at the other entrance... so i walked to the other entrance which was miles away and after seeing that my dad is nowhere in sight i walked back to the other entrance.. then i heard my name being called through the announcement speaker. it was something like : Year 9 student, Magdelene Chin please report to the administration office.." so i had to run all the way there and only to be told that i have to wait at the main entrance... ish...

school sux... i wanna cry.. where is khek mong???? i miss him sooo muchie... *sobs*

arrrgggghh.. i wanna die.. i dun wanna go to school! i can't! it is too torturing! i shall pretend to be sick and not go! but too bad i can't ... i could get suspended for that... haihz...

2005-01-20T04:04:00.000-08:00

Oh my god!! I have gone fatter!! Shit Shit!! I wore my short just now and it was so tight I couldn't breath when after I ate. I refused to believe that I was getting fatter and I just said to myself that the shorts shrank in the wash or something. But I knew it was not that. NOOOO~!!!!! I am getting fatter! My mum said she wasn't surprised if I were since everyday I get up so late.

Maybe she is right. This calls for extreme measures! Diet and exercise!!!I must do it! For one thing, I would have to wake up early during school time. Muehehe. So no need so fat already. Then second of all, I would have to walk alot in school because there are different classes for different subjects. So when one period ends, I could walk like for metres before I reach the other class because the school is kind of big I guess.

Euurrgggh this farking keyboard. It so hard and not nice to type on. My mum ler. So idiotic. Had to go and plug out the keyboard and then damage the interior. I have to use this sucky keyboard instead. Babi ngong ngong you! *bangs on the keyboard*

Then I was helping my mum to water the papaya tree and I was busy making sure the bucket of water I was carrying didn't spill or anything then I went head first into a filthy stupid freaking sticky spider web. Ewww... The Horror!!
I was like.. eww.. and I spilled half of the rice water, quickly pour the rest on the papaya tree and rushed back into the house screaming my heads off. I was so freaking pissed. I just washed my hair and this stupid spider had to go and make itself a nice web there. I am glad I ruined it! There!!!

My hair was all sticky and I was squealing like orang giler as my mum wet my hair wirh water and took it off.. Stupid spider! You think you wanna trap me in your web and eat me up arh??? You are supposed to trap insects! Not large stupid heads like me!! Euurrrggghhh..

2005-01-19T19:28:00.000-08:00

yesterday.. hmm.. i didn't go online because my stinking mum wouldn't let me. she is so awful. I was felt tired but she still had to force me to vaccum the stinking carpet floor. But I really was tired for no apparent reason. And she forbid me to play the computer because of that. I mean I promised her that I will do it today.

Anyway, yesterday... hmm.. let'see. Oh I went to my sister's school to pick up a few second hand uniforms for her. Haha. She gets to wear second hand stuff... But those stuff looks like they were worn by hundreds of dirty little kids who like to roll on dirt. Then I was forcing her to walk with me around the school and then she was slashing me with a stick a boy gave her. She pretended that it was an arrow or something. Then that boy came up to me and said. "what you're doing?" and he pointed the stick at me. I said that she was my sister and i was kidnapping her or something. haha.

Her school was kinda big and all. I think my school is seriously smaller. Then I went to my school next to pay the school fees and to collect to second hand text books. That really sucks. We were kinda lost. Then we went over to Sunny bank plaza to watch Fire man Sam again. My sister ler. She wanted to go on stage and sing and dance with the others and collect a prize. So I had to sit there like a dungu and watch the same thing all over again. I asked my sister to dance along but she was so stiff and didn't know how to dance. Gaaawwwdd.

Then it was time for 3 volunteers to go on stage. I was like. "Eh put your hand up high!" Then she was trying to get the attention of the girl on stage. Then after the third time of her trying, the girl finally spotted her and chose her to go on stage. Haha. They were all so cute ecpecially when they dance. There was this small boy with really adorable eyes but he was kinda bluurrr... Hehe.

There was this part when so-called smoke comes out from the stage and Fireman Sam had to go"Oh my goodness. Is that a fire. Can you see smoke?" But something went wrong and no smoke came out of the stage. So Fireman Sam still had to pretend there was a smoke and all. It was so... whatever!

Then I watched Resident Evil 2. It wasn't as nice as the first part. The first part was more gruesome. I wish I could see it again but unfortunately, it is with my cousin. School starts in exactly 3 days. Wow. Time sure flies! Then my mum forbid me to use the computer so I was bawling. She even took out the keyboard!! I bawled even harder. I begged her to plug it back but she didn't know how. I bawled even louder. I went and try to plug it back but i couldn't. The plug seemed to distorted. I bawled even louder. Arrrggghh.. I was so frust and so angry with my mum. My sister who was lying under the table fell asleep there. I had to wake her up and tell her she was sleeping under the table. So funny ler.

Then my dad called and said that he escaped the clutches of death. He said he was trapped in the escalator along with four other people and it was for them to breath. Luckily he has a lighter so he lighted it and begin to read the instructions on how to use the key and open the trap door above the lift and get out. If it wasn't for that, they would have died if they were trapped there for another 15 minutes. Whoa. Thank god nothing happened to my dad. If not we dunno what to do.
Thank god my father is safe. Well I pray that he makes it back safe and alive

2005-01-18T05:12:00.000-08:00

Something wrong with my HTML... EEEUURRGGGHH... I am too tired to handle it...

2005-01-18T01:39:00.000-08:00

I woke up at 10 today as usual. I went out to the library with my mum, sis and Christine who was supposed to help me buy stationeries and stuff liddet for my school. I bought a few exercise books and borrowed more books.

Nothing much happened but later I went over to her house and we started talking again. We were watching TV and Jay Chou appeared on it!! I was like.. omg omg. He was advertising for this mee advertisement or something... wooo... haha. And erm, my sister was trying on her new uniform which is too big for her and i tried on mine too. Wanted to take a picture but heck.. the camera's battery was low so had to recharge it.

Nothing to do online now. Super bored. Jessie has got an assignment to do and she can't come over. Angela is somewhere over the coast with her friends. In the shopping mall, I was paying for my stuff and I took my stuff and go and I realized that I took someone's else's shopping bag. Haha. I was like. " Wui.. I got buy chocolate meh?" Then I realized it was some other's woman's stuff and ran back to leave it at the counter. Haha.

And there was this corny kids stage performance about a fireman. Whatever. Super lame and boring.Then went back and all. Aiks.. I can't wait to go to school. Ah well, I guess I can wait. I still wanna sleep until late late

Weeee!!

2005-01-18T01:19:00.000-08:00

So erm..haha. I am crazy! I keep on changing the way this blog looks.. It is just sooo fun!! Weeee!!

2005-01-17T05:09:00.000-08:00

Spongebob rocks to the maximum! He is so darn cute. And Patrick is even cuter!! Awww.. I feel like squeezing them both... Hahaha. Patrick STAR!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! MUACKS MUACKS!!! Hahahaha. I giler liao lor... Muahahaha.

The Story Of A Leng Chai

2005-01-16T04:42:00.000-08:00

Life goes on even if you are being chased around by freaking female psychopaths who are determined to get their filthy paws on you. And life goes on when you realize that your long time husband is constantly betraying you even out in the open.

My story is, I know hard to believe but it is my life. Sometimes I wonder why have I ever gone into the surgery room and let the doctor cut me open and poke me in certain parts of the body. I should be contented with the way I am when I was a girl. Well, that brings us back to 1991.

A human ugly girl was born. Doctors started shrieking like they have just seen Ju-On come to life when I was delivered. I was so ugly my mother didn't want to look at me and concealed my face with a mask when I am three. OK I am seriously kidding. I think I confused this with the Phantom of The Opera. Anyhow, life as a girl.

I was no one special. I was a typical girl who seemed smart but actually was dumb. I found out that I was bisexual which is kind of obvious ever since I started drooling over pretty girls. I had best friends and close friends who came and go. One day, I was sick of living life as an ordinary girl, I decided to change my stupid life once and for all.

The doctor thought I was nuts when I approached him with my problem. I asked him whether I could change sex and he looked at me like I was Jennifer Lopez in a thong or something. I explained how I long to see life in an opposite sex and how it would feel like to be someone. So I decided to be a very handsome man. The doctor, Mr Baskin said that it was possible that I would get stuck between both gender in the process which got me thinking for quite a while. But I decided to take the chance. I rather be half woman half man then be an ordinary pompous girl.

So Mr Baskin called his partner, a plastic surgeon, Mr Robbins and did stuff to my face and some erm... private areas and transformed me into a man. A very handsome one. I resumed life as usual but from that moment I walked out of the operation room, I never knew that life would never be the same again.

The Story Of A Leng Chai

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Hello! My name is Magdelene Chin Tze Lu and I am very handsome. I am the only girl to ever make it out alive from the operation table after having
a successful sex transplant from a girl to a boy. I came out from the operation room looking like a mixture of Keanu Reeves, Orlando Bloom, Brad Pitt,
Pierce Brosnan, and Shrek. The results? Me! A gorgeous hunky one of a kind guy who sends all the girls around me screaming their little heads off
and dropping dead on the floor as a result of difficulty in respiration after taking a glimpse of my breath-taking face. Actually, there is no word in
the English dictionary that can describe my face. I have huge numbers of girlfriends, wives, husbands and boyfriends as a result. This is a gift and also a curse.
With a great handsome face, comes great responsibility. My responsibilities are my wives of course which bickers in my ears 24 hours a day about how I never spend time with them.
They don't understand that I have so many wives and girlfriends it is not possible to spend time with all of them. I have once decided to create a time table but even then, they are still
complaining. And then, there are the kids. My kids just despise me. Take example my pretty first ever daughter, Keegan Lee. I bore this stupid child with my husband, Lee Jia Min. And what a regret.
I only live to know what this stupid nerdy daughter of mine hates me and is only interested in high level algebra and javascripts. Not to mention boring high school maths textbooks.
I also found out that Keegan has fell in love with one of my wives, Yin Lin. My poor old heart!Imagine the agony I went through when I found out that my daughter is not only a nerd, but a lesbian one.
I also found out that my husband, Lee Jia Min has been cheating countless of times behind my back. He has lots of girlfriends too. Yes, these are the agonies I had to go through as a handsome man. It is not easy
I tell you to posesses a handsome face because everywhere I go girls will stare at me like I am a very handsome guy. Actually, that is true but sometimes I find it very irritating. I have stalkers too and I find them
very disturbing.
Even though I have successfully transformed myself completely from a girl to a boy, it is only psychical. To my dissapointment I still have to suffer period and pms which is unusual of course for a boy. I am sometimes
confused about my sexuality and sometimes think I am a girl. I have to be headstrong of course and think like a man. I cannot let my feminine hormones get the better of me or I will humiliate myself in front of my dear wives.
This is a deep secret I share with no one and have to go through every single day. I cannot even keep mirrors in my house. Have you heard of people so ugly that when they stare in the mirror, the mirrors breaks? Well, in my case I am so
handsome that when I stare at the mirror, the mirror breaks. It is true. What is the use of being handsome when you can't admire yourself in the mirror.
I am also sick and tired of modelling. It is all very tiring. I feel like I am being used. People use my outstanding psychical appearance for advertising purposes which sickens me sometimes.
I am also a Professor. I specialize in nerdiology( study of nerds). As a result, I am beginning to act like a nerd. This is depressing because nerds are the uncoolest thing you can think of. Anyway, this is my story and there is a whole lot more
to that.

Loving you

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There won't be me without you. baby can't you see I am lost without you. You bring me happiness I never felt before. I've always wanted to show you how much I love you. And here I am before you never knowing what to say. But somehow you always will show me the way. I love you forever and ever. Do not leave me for with you only can my world be perfect.

2005-01-09T03:30:00.000-08:00

testing testing 123...... man this sucks...